Self-Diagnosis

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SELF-DIAGNOSIS


The chief symptom is a persistent

bout of imposter syndrome, 


more often than not paired 

with a chronic inability to differentiate 


what you want from what you want

to want. Easy enough to identify, 


but still remarkably difficult to diagnose 

due to the confusion that incurs


when the nurse calls your name 

to bring you back from the waiting room


and deliver the news. Nobody 

moves. You look around. Who?

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