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Repair

Repair Washing machine this week, Sunday last  the nook behind the dishwasher   his self-sized cathedral. Week before that he told his therapist the fear,  the one rolled tight in him  like a snapped Achilles, and in return   the shrink didn’t try to fix it but said  it was good to be said, how he had seen  his own a week ago to say  some things that bore saying, that that was how this thing works.  He doesn’t know how this thing works, the mechanics too tight to see and if he could still well- beyond his expertise, but he knows  he’ll be here again next week in another tight spot, sweating    in the work of repairing  what repairs the dirty dishes,  the growing mound of soiled socks.

Becoming III

Becoming III Maybe it’s as simple as you just start doing the type of things  the person you want to be  does. Maybe those people  who seem to slip so seamlessly  into their skin just took the in- complete on their definition of self and got on with it. Maybe  kindness is the best way to become one of those kind people,  or not speaking so much  a sure step toward the contemplative type. And forgive me, of course it’s never  that simple, but even now  a four-year old bends over  the orange strawberry,  neither one too ripe to quit  willing the other into sweet red.

Foundation Dilemma

Foundation Dilemma  He knows that to really get  under the comforters and tidy up the bed- rock the house must  be stripped like sheets, the fitted one he has  worked so tirelessly to keep  cornered must be utterly de- paired: insulation from sheetrock,  sheetrock from studs,   patched pipes popping  from couplings like cut veins  till nothing remains but a soup  of sewage and what once was dry-   wall. And he’d pray for such a severing storm, even swing  himself the sledge, could he be sure the children  would emerge from the wreckage clear- eyed and assuring they understood how necessary the nightmare to such a crisp, unshakeable morning.

Monday After Easter

Monday After Easter Taking a break from taxes to pay  my civic duty, which is to say  amid the riotous red   of Azalea just how green  it all is around here,  I mean everywhere really  really green in every bracket  of being, like we live  lost in the overgrowth of God’s chest hair  and he is swelling up his biggest wind- fall  to sing summer. Can you  believe how close we are to the treasury, how non-deductible this life's employment?

The Tinkerer Pauses

The Tinkerer Pauses  Mid-way through the work he thinks how life’s a bag of chips and when you open it  mostly air. How the nothing he finds there only feeds  his craving for the deeper-in  where the crunch is kept, and past that where he suspects the crumbles bunch  in the corner, flavor-thick  with salt. How even here, the elemental stuck to his fingers, he still licks the world over like an ape for a flea. What is it he wants? A cold Sprite,  maybe, or just a gulp of what's  so full the thin bag of his lungs would surely burst, his soul fluttering out like a puff of white cheddar enough to set God's mouth watering.

Getting There

Getting There All this weaving and wagging  like a wound-up metallic tail or a trailer bounced off its ball, your bald head  wrinkled against the glass  for a passing glimpse  of that great Ahead you hunger  for, that planet just past the of heat shimmer where  the burning in your lead foot  will be quenched at last  and all the beers sip cold  to the bottom of the can,  that North Georgia Eden with a hole in it the shape of your Dodge Ram into which you vanish somewhere beyond the black cloud   we linger in. I saw you just one other time, about five minutes later when we sat dead- still, side by side at the red light  on Battlefield, the unchanging one  that doesn’t seem to belong  but never asks what we think. We idled next to one another an eternity while over the shadow  of a pine-perched crow light broke both of our windshields.

The Tinkerer's Daughter Fixes Things

The Tinkerer's Daughter Fixes Things      or, Learning to Pump Then after months of flopping around  she felt it, hope tightening  with her tummy as all 29 pounds and pigtails curved like a pink comma on the pollened page of air where she paused,   then flew forward like the latter half  of the thoughts that come barreling   from the class-five of her mouth in the car after school, so fast  she nearly snagged  her bare foot on the cloud’s  crab-claw, which no one saw—her father  in the shed, her mother flipping  sweet potato fries for dinner— so she climbed down   and ran to where the dog elongated in equinox light, leaned over to rest  her hands on the sun-warmed barrel  of his chest and shouted into his ear flopped like a cup to catch what bubbled there, Odie, I just learned how  to pump, to which didn’t jump up or howl his hooray but just lay  without reply, though she didn’t s...