After Scott Cairns: Another Lacuna

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 AFTER SCOTT CAIRNS: ANOTHER LACUNA


As but one of many made in the image of One

both numberless and imageless, pardon

the perpetual look of puzzlement seared

on my face, or if not my face somewhere

beneath it. Perplexity—our one common 

inheritance—is in these very bones.

But make no bones about it:

there are worse things than wondering, eyes

doubly dazed in the glare of our immense

littleness. It’s an awkward space 

to inhabit, space dust that also happens

to be the center of the universe, 

but even a blind squirrel sometimes

happens upon a hazelnut.  


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