THE BUDGET: UNEXPECTED EXPENSES Just how much we fight about the God damn budget. Just what would it cost if God were actually not the pawn picking his way down the side of the board until, finally stuck, we flick down with a wooden click? It’s being slowly leeched, the carotid of the child's belief, and we must sit here smiling on the porch to sooth the confusion of the dying. Our loves and fear are tangled like an old ratchet strap, and we've a long trip ahead of us, our hearts in tow. Never enough time before it's time to go. It's a peculiar malady, if none too rare: Where is the waiting room for those of us who both love being here and can't wait to get away? We’ve locked the door and now hate each other for lingering so. Now we know about our moms and dads. We asked! The goal was living transparently, and now people can see us. The poor are always popping up right when we're about to settle in for the evening or en...
Clean Windows I hadn’t chalked it in my pocket planner— existential crisis: 8am— but plans, I’ve come to find, are quite subservient to present things. A pinch of pepper on my eggs, some salt, and then does God exist?, as if I needed that to wash it down, as if one has to reason out this kind of thing before the second cup of coffee. No, unwanted wondering is not a trait I’m proud to keep sustained inside, but as it seems that we are at a tipping point of sorts, the point where cutting clean the canker kills the tree, I’ll learn to coexist with it the best I can, if flustered at the circumstance. For sake of clarity, it’s most like opening the door to start your day when in comes clambering an addled bird to flip chaotically about your kitchen, forcing you to either kill it, hide behind the couch, or simply let it flap about for long enough that it eventually wi...
Unnecessaries Increasingly I’m noticing the world’s Unnecessaries. Different colored birds, A pine, a willow, and an oak, a squirrel Touting a bushy tail, or a yellow flower Beside a rose – A world requiring words Like adjectives and adverbs to name and shower It all with descriptives describing the differences. If we had only pines and roses and crows, A single type of bird and flower and tree, Or if day were switched to night without the show Of sunset sinking down beneath the hills, We’d still survive. But Artist’s desire beauty, And all the colors, shapes, and sizes fill The unnecessary role of satisfying the senses.
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