Disillusioned

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 DISILLUSIONED


Committed to a glass of water, 

the dream has disappeared, 


along with any lasting aspirations

to reclaim the dream. Suspended in


a thin divide, there was a time

you could have shut your eyes


again, resumed reality as you’d

concocted it. Thirst compelled


you otherwise. Awake, the night 

is alarmingly thick. That’s that— 


no going back. Your best bet

is to shower, shave, get dressed 


for work. 

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