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Tent-Making

Tent-Making Stake it deep as you can. I mean really pound it , man. Tie taut the lines  with a double knot, stretch’em  right to snapping, so tight  in this breeze the walls aren’t flapping.  Hang up oak trees, family  trees, rooted things. Sweep clean  the mat and feed the fire so it burns when you’re not there to tend it.  Make this tent your castle,  let your kids pretend it. Roll out a thick Persian rug on the dirt floor, just don’t forget to rise  to that rustle at the camp’s core.  The tribe is heading out;  you won’t want to live here anymore. 

Grounded

Grounded — to the students in the hall parsing justification & sanctification When we first moved in to his Father- in-law’s place, he laid out for us  how—long as we didn’t mind—he’d keep on  mowing through the property line dividing  the field; he’d always done it  and he had the time. We shook hands  on the porch and it was a done deal, but not the grass, which grows real fast around here. In ensuing years  we had babies and painted rooms  to the roar of his Toro motor,  each summer a bit louder as he did  exactly what he said but also edged one strip closer to the house, closer, closer,  till we joked about how pretty soon  we could sell our mower, living on the land  of a man who wants nothing more than to blow over our boundaries, his love  dissatisfied till we no longer feel the weight of our obligations  and the lawn is cut low enough  for no serpent to hide, the girls set free to run barefoot ...

Home Alone

Home Alone A book on the porch  while the light lasts, which it never has  the decency to do, leaves us   squinting mid- sentence suspended  somewhere at the margin.  These days dusk edges in  earlier, always earlier, but if it's time  for shutting down no one told the piano,  and no one’s here to call  to mind how loud is allowed to bang the blacks  and the dark back  till the gravel cries out  a late-coming return.

They

They How can you not love ‘they,’ recipient of searches like ‘what do they  do with old oil’ or ‘how do they  make cottage cheese,’ a faithfully faceless  workhorse all too pleased to receive  the blunt blows of our hatred for what we’re sure they  do behind closed doors, how they’re  coming for our children, our freedom, they’re  relentless pursuit of all we hold dear.  How can you not love this savior  pronoun, its wide body satisfied to bear the whole of our loathings, questions,  and qualms, and then, knowing we’d  break like glass in the stare  of how warped we’ve become,  wrapping the sum like a marble  in its palm, one day to be flicked— you know what they  say—to kingdom come.

That Final Turn

That Final Turn Tuck turned over to us his Expedition when he got the new model and heard  the red Accord Gracie inherited from Tyler quit turning over for good. She’d driven it   ever since I throttled my cousin’s ‘87 back from Beaufort, parted ways at graduation  when the four-speed wouldn’t roar me  through college, used the jingle to buy a little truck I later gave to Micaiah  on the handshake agreement he’d fix  what I couldn’t beneath the hoods of our future  fleet. The faded Forester that followed  later fit his sister Kaitlin’s needs, so I signed over the keys when Hunt gifted me  his Fit since he bought his uncle’s truck,  right around the time Gracie’s other brother  had the pluck to give new life to the old  4Runner our new neighbor sold. All told,  despite those who insist to tow the weight  of their despair that the haunting presence  of a junk yard holds a key part  to get the new earth r...

The Cost of Laundry

The Cost of Laundry Sick of my shirts shrinking  in the dryer’s heat, my soul in this age  of efficiency, I tacked a clothesline  from two trees to take a stand  with soil, sky, and the tenuous work of being strung between. Mid-70’s with a breeze,  and things were clipping along nicely  when Andrew called to lay out  how his labrador puppy was crushed  by a car on their walk, came yelping back  to the house and died in the yard, a tragedy miles away from a child or spouse but near enough to make clear you can talk  the talk about how precious to be skin- wrapped, wind-born and billowed,  but when it whips right up  and rips off the line what you thought  sufficiently secured, you better be sure.

Home Alone

Home Alone Coming home she called to say  she took the girls and they’d be back  by six, time an unexpected gift  I didn’t know how best to use,  so read a bit on the porch  while the light last then closed  the book when it didn’t,  which it never does. These days dusk edges in earlier, always earlier, a tide lapping at our toes,  but if it's time for shutting down the piano doesn't know, and in this hollow no one’s here to call to mind how loud is decent to bang the blacks in defiance against the dark.